What do you think is in store for you?
I have big plans for you baby. Everything is in my manifesto.
I’ve got outfits picked out for our relationship,
Colour schemes,
Songs that are going to be ours,
Paths, streets, beaches, pavements have been chosen to be walked on by us hand in hand
I have scenes of us fighting, making up, making love, hurting, laughing, sleeping and travelling…
I haven’t had sex in so long. My virginity has grown back.
You haven’t had sex in so long. Methinks your virginity has grown back too.
I plan on us ‘losing’ our virginity to each other. I’ve been waiting so long. I’m glad it’s gonna be with you and not anyone else I can’t think of spending my hard-earned life with.
Our bodies are going to be the Discovery Channel. There will be no need to change the channel; what could possibly be of interest on the other channels?
My fantasies are to be executed because it is with you that they have been thought up for…
My weaknesses are to be told to you because I trust and believe that they will be kept safe and not used against me at an opportune time.
My strengths to be shown to you at all times so you feel safe and can see what you were attracted to in the first place
My family to be introduced to you in case you need help and can’t get through to me…
You spotted me in the road trying to hitch-hike towards love and picked me up. I was a stranger and you stopped; took a chance on a stranger and it’s taken us to a greater place…What made you stop, I will never know; but all I can say is that I won’t get out of this car… long distance trips ain't got nothing on me anyway….
From my book,
'The Tall Black Guy In The Specs'
Monday 30 March 2009
Tuesday 4 November 2008
Unmet Me Yet
I can’t find you. I’ve tried long enough not to look for you and in doing so; met the worst of you. My mum spotted you a couple of months ago at a baby shower. She recalls you being the sweetest thing there. She said, “Why don’t you meet my son?”
You just laughed.
She never saw you again.
My mum couldn’t make out what race you were. How comfortable are you around Black people? I’m not sure if I’m comfortable if you were of a different race, but I’m always open to new things.
I’ve got a couple of things to say to you, give to you, do to you; but I have to find you first. I managed to clear my relationship debts with some ex’s and I’m finally in the clear to give you my all. No misdirected emotion, wandering eyes. Can you hear me and do you believe me?
Funny I should say that because maybe that’s where you are right now. Maybe you are in a dead end relationship and you can’t get out. You’ve been dating that same guy who took your virginity 3 years ago; so he has to be the one. Or maybe you went through a difficult period in your life with him, so you think you owe him. Well, sweetheart, it’s been 4 years already and all you have are those years. Let me not put any pressure on you. I mean, we haven’t even met yet. LOL!
I’m just saying that if the universal laws of attraction are trying to bring us together, embrace them with open arms because I will.
Let me go so you can think about your life and where you want to be. I can’t wait to meet you. Is that you in my train car with the headphones on? Is that you on your mobile phone in front of the Asian lady in the bank? Is that you arguing with that big guy? Well, if the last one is you...I’m glad we are about to meet...
From my book,
'The Tall Black Guy In The Specs'
You just laughed.
She never saw you again.
My mum couldn’t make out what race you were. How comfortable are you around Black people? I’m not sure if I’m comfortable if you were of a different race, but I’m always open to new things.
I’ve got a couple of things to say to you, give to you, do to you; but I have to find you first. I managed to clear my relationship debts with some ex’s and I’m finally in the clear to give you my all. No misdirected emotion, wandering eyes. Can you hear me and do you believe me?
Funny I should say that because maybe that’s where you are right now. Maybe you are in a dead end relationship and you can’t get out. You’ve been dating that same guy who took your virginity 3 years ago; so he has to be the one. Or maybe you went through a difficult period in your life with him, so you think you owe him. Well, sweetheart, it’s been 4 years already and all you have are those years. Let me not put any pressure on you. I mean, we haven’t even met yet. LOL!
I’m just saying that if the universal laws of attraction are trying to bring us together, embrace them with open arms because I will.
Let me go so you can think about your life and where you want to be. I can’t wait to meet you. Is that you in my train car with the headphones on? Is that you on your mobile phone in front of the Asian lady in the bank? Is that you arguing with that big guy? Well, if the last one is you...I’m glad we are about to meet...
From my book,
'The Tall Black Guy In The Specs'
Sunday 19 October 2008
Emotions for you; my Demon Lover.
I love you girl. I hate you for not taking advantage of me when you knew you had the chance to.
I can’t have you and it hurts. You’ve been hurt by someone and it’ll take you years to heal.
Just when I thought I was over you, we have a moment and I’m thinking of making you my own again.
If you do know what you are doing to me…fuck you!
If you don’t know what you are doing to me…I love you!
If it wasn’t for those few hours we had together, I would be alright. But they were good and I had missed you; your smile, hands, touch, hug, laugh. I know you missed me to. Fuck Hohea for ruining everyone’s life and your ability to love so freely.
“I hear u girl. M gna marry u. u wait & c”
Recipient +447787760484 01.09.2007
“Hey, m not good at goodbyes. I get all emotional. U probably know all that I haven’t said & r smiling that, aww, how sweet! Hv a gud flyt, will keep in touch. Sgc"
Recipient +447787760484 02.09.2007
From my book,
'The Tall Black Guy In The Specs'
I can’t have you and it hurts. You’ve been hurt by someone and it’ll take you years to heal.
Just when I thought I was over you, we have a moment and I’m thinking of making you my own again.
If you do know what you are doing to me…fuck you!
If you don’t know what you are doing to me…I love you!
If it wasn’t for those few hours we had together, I would be alright. But they were good and I had missed you; your smile, hands, touch, hug, laugh. I know you missed me to. Fuck Hohea for ruining everyone’s life and your ability to love so freely.
“I hear u girl. M gna marry u. u wait & c”
Recipient +447787760484 01.09.2007
“Hey, m not good at goodbyes. I get all emotional. U probably know all that I haven’t said & r smiling that, aww, how sweet! Hv a gud flyt, will keep in touch. Sgc"
Recipient +447787760484 02.09.2007
From my book,
'The Tall Black Guy In The Specs'
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